Regret

I am searching for the horizon,
but the sea is full of mists.
I am seeking for calm waters,
these storms they still persist.
I am looking for an answer,
I'm afraid that I could fail,
yet life it draws me onwards..
the trust?.. it shall remain.
Perfection is my fallacy,
I will never gain the prize,
the winners podium is empty,
my lack is no surprise.