Silence

Had I known,
perhaps I may have not said a word.
If I knew,
would I have sought,
asked,
and
hoped for?
These prayerful pleadings,
their answers
so beyond me.
Yet my silence
would not have prevented
the journey.
I am now "found",
not as I thought,
but,
as I am,
not who I wished
I was "becoming".